-SLiT mY wRiST-

2005-04-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

Exams are in 2 weeks.
Stress levels at upper maximums.
Can't take it.
But school will come to an end.
NS beckons.
When I don't know.
But let's get it over and done with.

2005-04-18T18:53:00.000+08:00

Holy smokes!

I haven't wrote in more that half a month. Well, been seriously bz. You should know la eh, last few months of school is usually the most hectic. Revision starts now. Last week has been a very unlucky week with a few bad accidents. But on a better note. I'm in a band, and I'm gonna play keyboards. We play screamo and we're called 5 Stories Falling. We're gonna be playing at Planet Paradigm on the 7th of Maywith some really good bands. But I won't be playing cause I'm still a bit lost in the lalang with the keyboards. Maybe when we start having originals then there'll be more keyboards. Haha! 1 interesting fact of this band is we have pairs of names, 2 Farhan, 2 Firdaus and 2 Sofyan. Ok, other than that, we suck. Heehee! Or atleast I do.

Exams are coming and I'm going to graduate on the 20th of May!!!

So, so long and goodbye, so long and goodbye....

2005-04-01T07:13:00.000+08:00

Good morning. I'll be going to school shortly. Having my breakfast now. Hurhurhur. Remember that I went to Sentosa last week? Well, my skin on my shoulders is peeling off!! DARN IT!!! Macam ada panau gitu. Hurhurhur. Oh well, heal fast please. Ok bah..My cereal is getting soggy

2005-03-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

So I haven't blogged in awhile. Nothing to write la actually.. One week holiday is a thing of the past now. Basically nothing much happend. Went to Sentosa with my classmates and cut my hair..Basically that was it...lame huh..oh well..
I'M A LAME GUY...

2005-03-18T23:46:00.000+08:00

HOLY SHIT I GOT A ZEN TOUCH!

2005-03-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my friends who wished me on my official birth date.

Thanks to Jun, Syahida, Hanafe, Eugene, Deeana, Kiat, Saumee, Jessica, Rahmath, Farah, Joshua, Nazz, Fid, Joey, Selli, Sallie, Dan, Emily, Amanda, Jen, Kak Long, Hitomi, Iskandar, Bobby, Faridah, Arliana, Mai, Nurl, Shazz, Marni, Rin, Rizal, Halil and my dearest cousin Aishah(thanks for the present too!).

But the best b'day wish goes out to Nazz. Here it is.
"Happy birthday bro take care man may your cock b bigger cos mine is already big hahaha take care cheers!"

Happy Incubusary! To all my friends who on this day last year went to catch Incubus live in Kuala Lumpur.

2005-03-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mark Allen Hoppus.

Happy Birthday to Me too...

Like as if anyone cares....

2005-03-13T12:57:00.000+08:00

This entry is gonna be all about thank yous..

Thanks to the 7 people who turned up to surprise me at Hooters for my advance b'day bash. Love goes out to my <3, Joshua, Naz, Bobster, Fara, Wanz Iskandar and Bobby. Thanks Naz n Bobster for the Beloved CD lurvve it, Josh n Asilah for the candles, very nice smelling ah, hehe , Fara for the ice-cream cake, Wanz Iskandar, Bobby and Abg Azmi for the free booze at East Coast, thanks for making me puke for the first time and last but not least my <3 for trying to surprise me, the treat at Hooters,the perfume and for sending me home.

Thanks to all my friends who wished me an advance b'day too...
Faridah, Esliza, Firdaus, Ikin, Wan Joy, Shidah, Fidah, Nazz, Jess, Fir, Fiiiiiiiir, Wan Patches, Ash, Vicki(get well soon), Sherman, Rahmath and Amin.

Thanks to the Hooters girls who wished me. But I only remember Sara( i call her sedap, Joshua will agree) =) . You make me kenyang even b4 I ate. Thanks for taking a picture with me too.

To everyone else who said they would be coming but didn't show up. Thanks.

.I KNOW WHERE I STAND NOW.

2005-03-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

I got my new boots. Finally. A pair of chrome silver Nike Air Zooms. 1 of my birthday wishes has been granted. I want the 2nd one too. Grrr!! Got the Yellowcard live DVD.Shared it with the <3, she paid more. So technically it's more hers than mine..Hurhurhur.. Awesome shit...If you're a fan of them. You should get it too. Presentation for 1 project is tomorrow. Final Year Project deadline on Friday. Work incomplete. Die die sure die!

2005-03-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

As the days draw nearer to being "officially" an adult. I only REALLY want 2 things.
A Creative Zen Touch and a new pair of soccer boots.
That's all I could ever wish for.

P.S - I <3 Nurul Shahidah

2005-02-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Here are some pictures I took on Friday for the "Educational Night Tour" with the Bridge leaders. A tour which I really didn't learn anything about.

I call this one "Taking Flight"

2005-02-19T00:47:00.000+08:00

I am very UPSET! Supposedly I should be working tomorrow at an event at Swiss Hotel but it got cancelled. They needed just 3 people so I got kicked out. Bad luck AGAIN. I don't feel like going out tomorrow, I mean, today. I guess I'll just stay home and study for my test next week. Haiz. Suddenly I feel that I won't be getting that $400 bursary. Bad luck I guess? But I hope lady luck would be on my side cause I seriously need the money.

Anyways, spent the day(yesterday I mean) with the love and her friends. Went to Lassale for the open house thingy. Heh. Got a new t-shirt which I really like(thanks eh!!). Went to makan at Puncak. Hoping to catch the Chingay parade. But, all we saw for waiting like an hour outside Paragon was just the bloody Harley Davidsons. After which we slacked at SB-OB for awhile then headed back to the east side. Met Zamri at Eastpoint before heading over to Al Salihin and chill with Ayul, Naz, Jess, Ash, Vicki and the SS9 guys for awhile before heading home. Overall, it was a nice day out. Accept for the fact that I won't be working today!!! Arghh!!!!!

For U My <3

You are beautiful
The depth of your eyes

the curve of your lips

the way you are goofy

how you shake your hips.

You are beautiful
The light in your voice

when you whisper into my ear

things of wonder, and love, and ...heck, I can't hear!

The span of your backthe bounce in your hair

The way that sometimes you're so full of hot air...

(The way that you smile when you tell me you care.)

You are beautiful
The caress of your hands

the twitch of your toes

and the way that you smile when I kiss you on the nose.

The grasp of your arms

when you're holding me tight

when I feel like everything is

so...right.

These are the things

that I see beauty whole

but they matter not, for beauty most of all

is that in your soul.

You are beautiful.

2005-02-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

Stayed home the whole day today but I'll be going to catch Constatine at midnite with the love and friends today. Been doing nothing much really, just hanging infront of the pc and doing some t-shirt designs and online quizzes...So here's a few of em..

You Are the Enthusiast

7

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

What number are you?

And YES. 7 IS my favourite number!

You are 53% Pisces

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

I still don't get it...??

Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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2005-02-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

The shows over the weekend was great great great. 180, Dyna Turmoil, SS9 and Incoming you guys rock la..Hahah.Made new friends too over the weekend. Some which I already forgot their name. Woops. Didn't wanna mosh yesterday but it was too good to not mosh and bodysurf. Not forgetting loosing abit of my voice on both days. Screaming with Dyna Turmoil and singing along with 180 on Saturday when the mic was pratically belonging to the crowd and yesterday singing I'm not ok with SS9. A friend and I was singing with ss9 when they played I'm not ok. When other guys tried to take the mic. we would pull it back. The mic. was just ours! Haha.. Weeee.. And the <3 finally got a pic of me body surfing. Yipeee!! Well my body is in pain due to the weekend fun. Haha. But it was all good. And the best part is.... TODAY I GOT MY PC. Happily!! No more going into my sis room anymore. But at the same time..It's kinda sucky..No disk drive seh. My dad say he want to buy and fix it on this pc...hah..save money la..use the old one and just fix here.. hahahaha..ok go!! time to download!!

2005-02-02T17:17:00.000+08:00

So Here Is The Masterpiece

Apologies cause it's not very clear. In this picture I have a ear and eyebrow piercing, not forgetting the tattoo. Well, that's what I wish I had on myself...Nguek..Haha

2005-02-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

Gooood mewning....no class today for me. Somehow or rather the teacher cancelled it. So wonderful. Haha. So yea..My mom came back from jakarta already. She bought my 2 boxers from Gap, one of which is off polka dots and also Starbucks Jakarta city mug..Niiceeee.. My dad added a shelf in my room so I can put all my starbucks mugs there. New PC arriving on monday..Whooopeee!! And yes...Amanda drew me yesterday and I like it very much. Somehow or rather friends think I look like harry potter or egon from ghostbusters. But anyhoos...I like it...I like it alot!! Thank U very nice amandaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! U rock la!

2005-01-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

Haidi ho bloggers and bloggerettes(heh).Nothing much has happend this week for me. Latest news is that my dad is going to pay my way overdue hp bill of $178 for me and my new HP pc will be arriving around 10 weeks or so. So.....Yipeee! I guess? Chalet with Sb-OB was fun fun fun though. Basically playing the ps2 alot la this week. Winning Eleven 8 lah, Leisure Suit Larry lah, X-Men Legends lah and of course Defjam Battle for New York. But the annoying thing about Defjam is, the game keeps on hanging on me!! Arghhh...Well...tomorrow is another day for me to get at it..Haha..So long..

2005-01-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

Pc is back. Finally back online. HP still hasn't called for the past week. I'm starting to feel conned. Dad is going to pay my overdue bill. Goodie. Besides that...Nothing much has changed.. Damn it...

2005-01-17T13:17:00.000+08:00

Hello heloooooo...............Sorry for the lack of entries lately. My other pc's network card has gone wacko and after i slotted in another one from my old pc it was still unable to connect to the net. So for now, i'm PC`less at home. The new HP pc i'm supposed to get for free from starhub is still delayed cause the HP agent still hasn't called my mom. Blardy hell! So, I seriously am dead bored with no net at home. Another sad sad news is that my hp has been cut but hopefully it will be back soon. But, I do have a temporary line. So, if i see you. I'll tell you my number horkae. Yesterday I got mail from ITE stating I could get $400 from a bursary of merit award. $400 for free. Hope my application will be accepted. Nyeahahahaha!! So basically the 1st two weeks of school have been slow. But seriously, I want to focus for this last 5 months and it's au revoir to my ITE education and hopefully a big hello to the working world...Let's go!

2005-01-03T15:48:00.000+08:00

So the start of the new year has been sucky. Rain rain and more rain and bad luck still on my back. But on a lighter note my eye is fine now and today it hasn't rained..yet..at least I hope it won't. Now, it's finally the last week of my holidays before having to endure another 6 months of school and the highest possibility of teachers telling me to tuck in, don't smoke and cut my hair. Well eventually have to cut my hair of course. An interview with the police force is looming. Yes, I want to be a police officer. Hard to believe I know. Some of my friends have laughed at the thought of me being one. Why? Well, I think that they think that I will be one hell of a slack five-0 and I can understand that cause I am well, the type that doesn't go by the books. Well, who knows maybe I will change? Besides that I'm also stressing about what to get for my special someone for her upcoming birthday. The saying goes "It's the thought that counts.". Seriously, I want it to be special and different. But with the lack of ideas in my head and the lack of funds, it's gonna be tough. Oh well. Funds is always the extra stress point. Bills need to be paid and I seriously need to shop. Nguek!

Enough bout me and money. So about the show this coming Sunday. Aha! It's been awhile that I've went to a gig. Lineup seems good. Hope the crowd that shows up is good too. It's been awhile since I last saw my friends fro Plague of Happiness. So, I'll be very happy to see them and all of YOU too... So see ya at the show!

Show Flyer

2004-12-31T13:12:00.000+08:00

I don't understand the hype of celebrating new years. It's just another year passing by and you're just gonna get older. What's so exciting about that? Another year of working your ass off at work and school. The chances of your luck changing are small. Making resolutions that you usually won't follow. If you want to change, why wait till a new year comes? So seriously what's the big deal?? Maybe I'm just worked up cause I'll be home again today, tomorrow and I don't know till when. Cause this eye of mine is still red, and because of this eye I've been stuck at home since Monday. Grrrr... How long can it take to get well?!! Puhleeeseee!! So whatever ok. New year new layout I guess. That's about the only change I've done. Boohoo..
So Happy New Year....

2004-12-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'm very pissed. Pissed with my eye that doesn't seem to be getting better. It's still so fucking red! I wish I could just rip it out and wash it till it becomes clean. I'm bored of staying at home! Arghhh. I miss my gf! I want to see my grandma in hospital. I want to get out!!! I'm going mad!!!

2004-12-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over and nobody became my Santa. Grrrr!! Hehe!!Nothing special actually yesterday went to a wedding and to a Christmas gathering. I was pretty quiet tho. Heh nvm.
Anyways, today is Boxing Day. I wonder where did they get the idea of calling today that. Got boxing eh today? Bluergh. Another wedding to go to today. Back at my old place, been ages since I last set foot there. Well anyways, today is my cousin's b'day. Happy Birthday Moron, I mean Haikel. Hah!

2004-12-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

Results are out and I passed. Thank goodness. Gpa wasn't badly affected which was a good point. Hah. Spent today I mean yesterday with the <3. We we just walking around and she was just taking pictures of me. Haha. Terasa model(padahal padahal). I'm happy I passed and even happier to find out that my dad is getting bonus this year. I sooooooooo want to ketok him. But then like I don't have the heart. Heh... So I dunno lah. Let him ask me what I want. That's if, if he wants to get me anything...

2004-12-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

Results are tomorrow. I don't care bout the grades as long as I pass!
Christmas is coming, and I have a long list for Santa.
Dear Santa, I have been a really good boy this year....Hahahaha
Fuck it! Santa doesn't exist and I don't celebrate Christmas. But if anyone feels like giving,here's a list. So you know what I want!

iPod
Vision Streetwear Slip-Ons (black)
Macbeth London (brown)
Volcom Backpack
Nike Mecurial Vapor II or Total 90 III (red or gold will do)
Fred Perry Sweater

So please, be my Santa?

2004-12-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

KL was fun fun fun...I shopped alot and ate alot too!! Muahaha..Hopefully I gained weight. Took few pictures only and they'll be up soon.

Anyways the Konsortium bus line has become so plush! It was way worth the $23. We stayed at the Grand Maya Hotel. Freaky shit hotel, I shall elaborate more on that later. The hotel is ok but the service and breakfast food really suck I tell you! I'm not going back there anymore for sure! Back to the freaky shit. Firstly our room number was 1313 how unlucky and on our first night,it so happend to be on a Thursday(malam jumaat). The love apparently heard the "kakak" laughing outside our window. It freaked her out so bad that she couldn't go back to sleep. I'm the light sleeper and I heard nothing whilst she's a heavy sleeper and she's the one who heard it. So since she could sleep we walked around KL till around 5 a.m then headed back to the hotel. The next day a friend of mine saw a black figure go through his toilet when he was in it. Fortunately on the 2nd night nothing freaky happend in our room. So yea freaky hotel with a graveyard as one of its views. So we managed to eat where we had planned. Nando's was fooooyoh!!! Fish & Co. was ok, but it's way way cheaper than in Sg and Hard Rock Cafe was yummylicious.... As usual surely had to go to Starbucks. I got the drink that I always have when I'm in Malaysia, a Raspberry Tea Frapp.In all it was a really good short trip. Hehe!

So I came back from KL last night and help out to prepare for a wedding today. Went there today also. It was all for money sake. Gonna start work soon I hope. Just waiting for that call... So adios!!

2004-12-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

Working at SB-OB today for the promotion was fun fun fun. Muahaha... Time passed by so fast.. Weeeee`ness... I hope to get the pics from them soon. Off to Kualu Lumpur tomorrow...Shopping sweet shopping... So Adios!

2004-12-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

I know i'm supposed to put up the pics. But, my sis pc got infected so I had to reformat it. Don't worry though. I had made backup copies of all the pictures in the comp. So I guess it's gonna take a little longer. Maybe when I come back from K.L? Well yesterday's show was awesome. Bushmen good as always. Syed turned all so emo yesterday. Haha! But fo sho` they didn't upstage the skatalites. Although I'm not a huge fan of the genre. They were incredible. The horn section was majestic! At awe throught their whole performance. After that, all of us excluding the <3 went to have prata at jalan kayu. Afterwhich we sent Mon home. We picked up Alop and headed for East Coast. My dad called and threatend to lock me out. So we didn't stay long at east coast. When I reached home my mom had already opened up the door for me. Soooo sweet! So that's basically what happend last night I guess? Hmmmm... "Jah Jah Jah Jah Jah Jah Rastafari!"

2004-11-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya outings with Sb-Ob on Thursday and with my sec school mates today was absolute fun`ness! Food glorious food and kuih filled my oil-tanker like tummy. Ooooh boy was stuffed. Tomorrow is another outing with my once Temasek Poly school mates. I bet it'll be a blast too! Yippeee yai yey! The pictures will also be up very soon and also not forgetting the much anticapated pictures from Jing Yan's birthday. Cheers ya'll!

2004-11-24T13:57:00.000+08:00

Last paper is tomorrow. Currently waiting for classmates to arrive n begin studying. Monday's paper was a drag. Section B was a gone case. Thankfully 40 marks is a pass in ITE. After final paper, time to enjoy, go to K.L and start with my job. I'm not giving a rats ass about my grades. To hell with my GPA. As long as I pass will be good enough for me this final yr. Food calling...Steamed Sea Bass. Yummy-licious. Good Bye..

2004-11-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

It's bad enough that your own pc is down. But having another pc that pisses you off is even worse. I have no freaking idea what my sister has done to this computer. Pop-ups galore, stupid programs which have no function and what's worse a cd-drive and burner that is not working!! But I have to bare with it untill my pc gets repaired. But the only good thing is that watching videos online is a breeze on my sister's pc. I love launch.com, so many cool vids. So just a few more days to Hari Raya. I'll ask my dad to send the pc for repairs tomorrow. When I get it back the downloading of the essential programs 1st. anti-virus, my ad-aware remover(it's cool shit!) and then...MY MP3s!!! And videos!!! Ok dokies...nak mandi!!

2004-11-09T08:52:00.000+08:00

How can it not piss you off when you turn on your pc and all that comes out is a blank screen with just ATI MACH64 BIOS P/N 113-49081-101 appearing on that dumb screen. What the hell is wrong with my pc. Please help me if you can. Now I'm basically worried that the memory in my pc has to be reformatted. My songs, vids and photos all gone!! That thought pisses me off! It was all fine till I switched it off before my nap, but when I turned it on after I woke up from my afternoon nap and showered yesterday, this had to happen. Pfffttt!!! I guess it can also be a blessing in disguise. Knowing that my exams are less than 3 weeks away. I finally can stay in my room, study and not be distracted with playing my pc. Hrmmm... But studying in too quiet and environment especially alone will make me sleepy. I need the songs on my pc!! Arghh!!!! HELP ME SOMEONE! Anyways, Hari Raya preparations are in overdrive at my place. Well, I'm not exactly helping with any of it. Cleaning up the rest of my room on Friday I guess. Just 5 more days to go...Weeeeeeeee!! Enjoy ok... But the thought of my pc is still lingering in my head... Damn that stupid pc. Why can't I just have a new one...PLEASE?

2004-11-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooooo November. 2 More weeks to Hari Raya and exactly 3 to my dreaded EXAMS! Booooohooo!! I've realised I haven't been putting much effort, so it's time to hit the books I guess?? Oh well. Buka session with my classmates last Friday was a success. I was really happy to seeing almost all of em` turning up. We had our buka at Haig Rd. I met the <3 at Tanjong Katong Complex.Then all of us as usual made our rounds at the bazaar where we went to meet our classmate working at Rastafari. We went to buy dengdeng n burger ramly then we chilled awhile b4 we went home. Saturday I buka puasa at my aunt's place at Marsiling and on Sunday followed the <3 buy groceries and I went to cut my hair. For once I like it. Haha...Well... Can't wait for Hari Raya!!! Wooooo!! Hopefully can collect more money for KL trip! Haha!

2004-10-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

Been stuck in the free access lab since 10 am. We won't be leaving till 1.45. We will be making our way to the New Water plant later. My classmates have gotten Friendster fever. It's utter madness. Front side and back, the doodes are stuck infront of the screen looking for chicks. MADNESS!!!

2004-10-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

It's only the 3rd day of Ramadhan and I already can't wait for Hari Raya. My baju kurung is done. It's in a brownish colour. The <3 says it looks very girlish. I dunno. I kinda like it. But dunno which samping to pair it with. Hrmmm?? Well it's 1 more month to go before my exams. So I guess I have to start doing up some notes. Heh! Cafe Cartel haven't call me up yet. So obviously I didn't get the job. That bites. Bad bad bad luck. I need cash. To have cash, I need a job. Booohoo. I wonder when my dad will give me money to buy my stuffs. I need to get a capal and save the rest for trip to KL. Around 2 more hours to buka. I can't wait... -stomach grumbles-

2004-10-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

School as usual is a boring daily routine. Power Electronics teacher didn't turn up. When he does turn up, he doesn't teach. How the hell am I gonna get graded. Replacement teacher basically let us just do what we wanna do in class. Class advisor made us sign a form in support of the new school disciplinary crap. The usual long/coloured hair,smoking,going to the rooftop and improper attire. I'm leaving the school soon and only now they're implementing this crap? To hell. Had to go to ITE Bishan for CSS(Customer Service Skills). Took the car with one of the warren officers in my class. My friend managed to sell off for me some of my old cds and clothes. Money will go to payment of overdue handphone bills. Anyways, the guys were in awe of how many girls they saw. Some hot and some not so hot. 2 of my classmates were really happy they managed to see Vivian, a floorball player from Bishan. They remember her all the way back from the time the floorball tournament was played at my school. Some of us got teased by the girls. Kinda weird how it works there. Usually a guy would tease a girl but it's so the opposite there. Came back shortly after attendance was marked and I took a ride with Tashreen on his bike.

We went to Tampines mall cause my classmate was looking for paint to paint his model motorbikes. Didn't find. Met the love and we went round TM b4 I went for my interview at Cafe Cartel. Went ok. By Sunday they will call. Hopefully I'll have a new job. Went over to my place where she had to do her school project. It was a video on Lego's but she called it something which I forgot. Quite STYLO. I had fun. We had lasagne b4 I sent her off to the MRT. It was a fun day...

Oh I miss HER already...
<3 <3

Oh yea....Slamat menunaikan ibadah puasa to all my muslim friends.
Happy Advance Hari Raya!
Heh!

2004-10-12T10:01:00.000+08:00

Woke up late for school. Didn't go. Had a dream I wished was so real. In this dream I was a very very rich bugger. But still living in this same flat. Only my room was different. Cool gadets and a room layout to die for. I had a car and 2 Vespas. Going out was a breeze. Not worrying bout money,school or even looking for a job. Buying anything I wanted the instant I see it. Buying the <3 anything she wanted. Cooolness. Going on trips overseas just to catch my fav. bands. Awesomeness... But good stuff like that only happens in my dreams.. So yea.. Puasa starts on Friday.. Yipeee.. Time to start saving money and try to be a good boy. Hurhurhur... <3 coming over later. Baking cookies with my mom and sis. Happening ransang....

Hmmmm.... I want this stuff...Donations Accepted

i-Pod
Mercurial Vapor II
Fossil Watch
Nokia 7610
New PC!

Thank Yew yes...YEW very nice....!

2004-10-07T08:37:00.000+08:00

Gd morning!! I sound so enthusiastic huh? Right..... In multimedia lesson right now. Listening to the teacher is such a drag. Such a boring lesson. She takes with a stuttor or GAGAP in malay. She sets such high standards for us but then her teaching methods suck. I am no speaking for myself, the whole class agrees with me. She seriously needs to make her lessons interesting. The <3>

2004-10-03T10:27:00.000+08:00

Waking up with your body all aching isn't right. Apparently helping my friend shift houses yesterday took more out of me than I expected. It was a very busy 8 hours of moving. Going up and down the staircase, carrying wardrobe after wardrobe. But it was all good fun. Yesterday b4 going off to help my friend I did a layout for the FPM doodes. I hope they'll like it. Lala...So I'm gonna clean up my room now, have my shower then clean up my room. Adios....

2004-09-30T09:24:00.000+08:00

It's a very cold morning today. I was soooo lazy to wake up for school. Eventually had to drag my self up. Class now is absolutely boring. We're supposed to be learning Authorware. But, the teacher is in her own world and we don't understand a single thing that's comming out of her mouth. I brought my digicam to school today. I felt like taking pictures of school. I have no idea why school. Bahh.. I wanna go home and sleeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!

2004-09-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

Weeeeee!!! New Layout!!

2004-09-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

You guys better go watch Resident Evil 2. It's awesome I tell you. Worth your money be it on a weekday or weekend. But, if you want to avoid the crowd don't go on weekends lah. Isn't that obvious. The movie will have you on the edge of your seats. Trust me... GO WATCH!!

2004-09-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Some people will always try to bring you down in life one way or another. Or maybe some just have nothing else better to do. Well either way, you got to carry on your life as you want it to be and maybe this people just have to get a life. I couldn't be bothered actually bout these things but since I have nothing better to write about I'll just rant about it here. Maybe these people hate you. I will always have people who dislike me but hey.. You can't have everyone like you. So... Carry on having fun... You guys make my life a little more interesting...
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2004-09-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

The holidays are coming to an end and I have done zilch. Went to Sentosa with buddies on Monday and I got a little darker. After Sentosa headed down to SB-EP to hang out and sabo Ash after closing. It was mad! And on Tuesday we went to Ash's place in the evening for his actual birthday party. Met his brother, a cool doode just like Ash. We had Margaritas and Stella Artois. Weeee! Oh ya! Ash's baby cousin bought for him a baby bottle as a present. For the rest of the week I basically hang out at home with the <3 before heading out anywhere. Usually it would be town. But we've been wanting to head to Pulau Ubin so that she could take pictures for her school projects. Speaking of taking pictures, I haven't been taking any. Well, I'm not in a mood to take any...Bluek!

Singapore NEEDS more interesting places, plus budget on our wallets.
Or maybe I just think so? Hanging town is so boring but we always end up there. Basically ending up at the usual places or just people watching and making fun of them. Seing "Ah-Bengs and Ah-Lians" wearing Rancid and Oppresed tees are as ridiculuous as "Mats and Meenuhs" in their soooper tight pants and sporting fake Von Dutch mesh caps, designer hand-bangs and stud belts. Apparently stud belts are the in thing. Bullocks...

Well, the job hunt for me carries on. Haven't had any luck with the interviews and applications that I've gone to and filled up. It's beggining to annoy me too. Kiat wants to help me talk to Christine. I sure hope he does and I can get back to working ways with Starbucks Eastpoint. I seriously need cash. For bills and my own expenditure. But wierd isn't it, when you have cash you don't have any idea what to buy, but, when you don't you have so many things that you want. Seriously, that sucks.

BUT, despite being so broke. I'm happy with life and extremely thankful to have someone that loves and cares for me. My dear dear gf who has filled the void in my heart.....Awwwwwwwww.

My hair is getting longer. I can twirl up my hair again. Well, let's wait and see before my teacher tells me to cut my hair...Weeee..

Presenting : Ashley's Sabotage...

2004-09-10T13:36:00.000+08:00

Gd noon! Just woke up from my nap. I went to sch for an hr only to do a test then came home eat and sleep. After waking up I tested if my G-Bag speakers were still working. Thankfully they are so most probably I'll be bringing em` to Sentosa on Monday. But, annoying enough, I can find my discman controller. It's gonna be quite irritating adjusting the volume from the Cd while walking. Well, I got two days to look for it. I read up my old diary. Ermm..the real one, the one which I had to use a pen to write in. Haha, brought some smiles to my face. Well the holidays are here. Flash Mx project needs to be done. Hopefully R.M will call by this weekend. If not the job search begins again. The <3 talked to the store manager about hiring me. But I must talk to my DM Carlton first. I dunno what the hell should I say to him. SM cannot talk to my DM how. Haizz... If only I didn't have to take that month off. What to do... I think I'll doze off again. Then around 5 head down to SB-EP to just chillout. Cheers...

2004-09-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

Wooooohoooo...... This time yesterday at full time score showed Home 1 Visitors 7. My team Bedok Boys thrashed kids for the Singapore American School with me scoring a hat trick!! Yippeee Yai Yey! But today my body was aching from the whole ordeal especially my left ankle. Anyways today met the love. She was supposed to give me a surprise today but I managed to get her to tell me what the surprise was. She got for me a new nautical star buckle in red and black! Awesome!! Apparently is the only 1 sold in SG, and now I have it! She got for herself a pink n black 1, the only one in SG and now there's a blue one left but it's ugly! Haha! Then we went over to Image 2001 to buy her The Strokes tee and she bought for me a Funeral For A Friend tee. I'm such a lucky bugger! My BABY is THE BEST!!!

Thanks <3

2004-09-03T17:26:00.001+08:00

You are Screamo at heart. You love going to shows
and probably the color black. Tight jeans,
anger, and hip sawying is where its at. And you
probably know what windmilling is.

2004-08-23T19:15:00.000+08:00

It was a very long day in school today and I'm very drained. Micro Processor test for this term was horrible. My brain was hurting after the whole ordeal. Went home to find my room soooooper clean! The reason is because bibik a.k.a my old maid is back. But she's only back for 2 weeks to visit my family and the two people she call her Singaporean kids, my sister and I. She's supposed to be a guest for these two weeks.But, no! She set on her daily chores just like she used to. I can't actually believe that she was my maid for 12 years. She practically saw me growing up. Haiz....12 yrs is a really long time. Haha!Well for this 2 weeks I'll be a spoilt brat. No need to make my bed,clear used cups and plates from my room(yes,i have my meals in my room,i try not to go out of my room) or iron my school uniform.*stomach grumbling* I haven't eaten for the whole day.Budget babe.Need to pay my overdue bill. So basically my allowance from this week and next will be used for the bill and after paying my bill I want to change my hp plan. Maybe that new M1 plan $25 subscription a month,24hr free incoming and 500 free sms that sounds lovely. Speaking of sounds I need new cds to listen to.
I really want these CDs..Could someone be so kind to get me all of 'em? Just kidding..

They're only Chasing Safety - Underoath
Dear Diary, My Teen Angst has a Body Count - From First to Last
Where You Want To Be - Taking Back Sunday
Take This to Your Grave - Fall Out Boy
New Medicines - Dead Poetic
About A Burning Fire - Blindside

2004-08-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hello guys and girls I have been away for a really long time ya? Been busy with some stuff lately. So yea. So any news from me? Well, I am out of the Starbucks System.Why? Apparently a month long missing from work due to school made the Store Manager pissed,replying rudely to Jack(at least I replied,so sensitive..Hmpph!) and cause of past problems(which I have no idea what) caused me to get a suspension.How long?Till further notice. I'd take that as a gentle term for termination but I wanted to quiet anyways. So now job hunting already. Hopefully will start work soon but no worries. I'd rather complain bout having no cash then not doing well in school. It's final year baby!! It could be over in a blink of an eye. My Final-Year-Project is starting soon so no worries. But if I do get a job then that would be even better! Well I'm gonna miss working with all the buds I've made at Starbucks Bugis. Wait...Not all..A handfull of which I wish to never see again. Go figure. Talk bad about people behind their backs...well..as the saying goes, What Goes Around Comes Around. Anyways, the pictures from my last trip to KL are up.Like FINALLY siak...Haha..Ok..Adios..For Now..

2004-08-05T19:47:00.000+08:00

"So sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick". It sucks to be sick but not needing to go to sch is good.Haha!Well I had high fever 39.5 degrees but thankfully after seing the doctor and eating medicine it has gone down. Even better is that I got 2 days M.C. Yayness! Well I cut my hair 2 days back. It's not what I asked for but hey it turned out better after styling it.Well at least I think it's better?No worries though..the GF likes it so I'm happy.Tomorrow is pay day. My pay is surely gonna be pathetic I just worked 3 days last months and the agony of my hp bill blowing up.I just need to save from my allowance for the next 2 weeks and I'm all ok. Gonna go back to work soon need the bling bling. I wanna shop for a few stuff like that Camo Volcom backpack, a blue Stussy meshcap, brown Ripcurl polo-tee, Volcom t-shirt and a new pair of Vans. The GF and I are gonna get the same pair(awwwwwwwwww so sweet!). A pair of black Vans XL2 and guess what at 40% off!! Woooohoooo!!!!! Well, waiting for Sham to call n come over to collect the Matchbook Romance cd i ripped for him...Well, back to rest. Where's my mom?! I'm starving!!

2004-08-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

Halooooooooooooo.....Reggae Splash was fun but VERY tiring.I went with the gf,Bobster,Dahlia,Alop,Yuki,Ogee,Mon,Lisa,Fid,Naz,Josh,Sya,Min and Ali and I meet a few of my other friends like Molly,Fithri,Suria n Suhana,Shida,Ilham,Ahmeng,Sadiq,Diana,Ida,Suhaimi,Khai and loads more whom I can't recall their names at this point of time.How I wish my uncle was around.Being the rastaman that he is..Haiz..I miss him....Waduh skanking for more than 5 hours is impossible especially with an injured knee and ankle but it was all good. GSC was SUPERB!! Bushmen too!! The other bands were good but I was too tired. Basically I started slacking at around 3.30 in the morning. Playing stupid games with Sya,Min and my baby.It was a good show,should make it a yearly event.So....I can't wait till next year!! Oh ya..You guys should check out Shoe Size 9's interview on Radio Singapura International http://www.rsi.com.sg/html/malay/arkib.htm#ahad and click on Muzik A. Just to inform you it's in Malay ya...So enjoy!

2004-07-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hey...I've been gone for a really long time huh? Well I don't have much to write actually...Hmmm..Joey's B'day was fun even though somthing tremendously bad happend..Elaborate on that shortly...Bg partners got for him a The Used t-shirt..Hope you like it Joey...Well a huge fight broke out at the chalet..Someone called the cops which made Joey super pissed..We're really sorry...If it wasn't for that bugger..I don't think that fight would have broken out lah..Thank god my gf wasn't around..I'd bet she'd join in..HahahaWell...let's get to good things..Joey got laid..TWICE..hehehe...And yea...my sweet² gf got for me a new buckle...i hope her aunt will send it over soon....I can't wait!It's a red and black nautical star buckle...MY GF IS AWESOME!! <3

2004-07-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!I'm back from KL. It was fun fun fun going there with the doodes from work. Couldn't stop eating over there..HAHA!Pix will be up soon I guess??Oh well..Hey let's welcome my new friend.."Emo Emo" he's the coolest guy like ever...Listen to him you guys..Go listen to metal..So you can be cool like him too..Let's go!!

2004-07-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Even though not many turned up,BL chalet was fun.Heehee.Basically entertainin ourselves with the PS2,Taitee,Twister and going swimming.On the 1st night one of my toes got stung by a bee.Damn it hurt.I got wasted on the 1st night also.There was a meeting in school the day after that but I had a terrible hungover.Beer n Chevas knocked the sense out of me.I got saboed but nobody took no pictures of my face full off colgate.Hurhurhur!The 2nd day breezed by and in a wink of an eye the bbq starts.The chicken was awesome!!We had crab too!2nd night I opened a bottle of Absolute Vanilla.But this time I was sober cause <3 came and I needed to walk her out.Khai got drunk.Way worse than me.Babbling stuff.Ida had to hide the bottle.He was looking for it like mad.But it was all good.Got back the bottle.So now I have 2 bottles of Jim Beam Black n Absolute Vanilla left.Maybe if I go to Starlight Cinema with <3,I'll bring a bottle.Weeeeeeee...Monday school reopens.It's my final year..Holy smokes..

2004-06-30T09:53:00.000+08:00

Hokay dokies what Have I been up to for the past week? I can't remember that well actually larh.Mostly usual things I guess? Work,slack n work. Went to L2R. Took around 90 pics b4 HeR camera low batt. for all batts!Gig was kinda gd.Crowd getting younger.180 was awesome as always,U.E power lah(Nobody listens to ska anymore..Haha),Mistaken Identity was good too(funny how a gd alternative*betul tak?* band plays and everyone goes out) and yes...the one powertothemax onelah..Dyna Turmoil!Very impressed..I think I didn't close my mouth for their whole set.At awe I tell you.You have a groupie in me now.Heh!Past few days been spending most of my time with Her..the abusive gf!Haha..But she's awesome.Yesterday went to watch Goldmember at Fort Canning Cinema under the Stars thingy.Free ticket mah..Who dunwan to go..Went there with the rest of the doodes n doodettes.Had lots of bread,chips and red wine(thank u very nice to ali).Ok Bah!

2004-06-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

Haloo Haloo! Sentosa was fun fun fun. Swam, tan & played soccer with doodes I didn't know. Haha! I was so "friendly" yesterday. Apparently one of the doodes knows me but I had no idea who he was. Bah! After Sentosa, we headed to the padang for Linkin Park. Not that I'm a big fan of em` but just wanted to hear how the sounded like. Well, they're OK but the sound system sucked big time. Oh yeah! When we were walking past the area we heard Sheikh Haikel n Daniel Ong saying.."U cannot mosh and No body surfing". SO THE KENTAL! But then, only the kiddies will go so..BAH! I read in the papers yesterday that Starbucks International is going to buy over the local franchise. I hope they do and I hope they're gonna increase our pay!!! Lalala.. I have to do closing with K.B.K today. Annoying!! What to do... K.B.K sucks!

2004-06-22T07:48:00.000+08:00

Gd morning.I have been having trouble sleeping this 2 past 2 days always waking up during my sleep. Haiz...Very the annoying.Well, my results have come out and I passed!! 3 A`s n 2 B`s. Muahahaha!! I'm gonna get a new pair of jeans from my mom and hopefully a new pair of boots from my dad. I HOPE. Well in a few hours time I'll be going to Sentosa. Twice in a week already.Kua kua kua..Well tata..

2004-06-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

Ok happy B'day to Sya. Sorry I'm a day late cause I called you at home and you weren't there. U'll be so dead today at work. Hope u brought extra clothes.HAHAHA!!
Yay! I got my shoes!! I love my shoes!!!

2004-06-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last wrote an entry. Basically I have been really busy with work and student leader thingy for school. Nothing much has happend to me in this past 2 weeks or so. But I'm still going. Working my ass off this whole month for the KL trip with my friends from work and for something else I shall not reveal now. It was fun just now finally getting to chillout with my buds after an extremely long time and even more when I went on a pizza date with my bestest friend Jun.Wooohoo...She rocks,my friends rock and YOU rock. Ok, that was lame..I'm finally getting my Macbeth shoes tomorrow but the annoying thing is Khai also getting the same model..But then...YAY!!

On a sadder note..
I send my deepest condolences to my bros Hisham and Harun for their loss of a loved one over the weekend.
U guys take care..
With Luv..

2004-05-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally OVER....Time to WORK for the bling bling!!! Nothing much has been happening...Hmmm...Tomorrow got soccer.1st game for the club.I hope I dun dissapoint..But then being Num. 9 sucks...Just hate that number..Ciao

2004-05-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

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I SO WANNA BE LIKE HIM!! BAH!!

2004-05-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

Ok update...Studying so far has been good.Yes..major point..I CUT MY HAIR..all because of the dumb exams.Well hair will grow..Yes my hair is sooooo short now..Bah! Ok bye!

2004-05-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

The pictures from Starbucks Bugis's Chalet is up!!!
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2004-05-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

Well...I went to school today to study and revise with my teachers.Made studying for me easier now. But the instant Mdm Tan came in,she started talkin to me bout BL(Bridge Leaders/Student Leaders Stuff). She has nominated me into the BL committee...argh..more responsibilities!Nominated me to be a a representative for the FOCUS talk. What the fuck?!Reason being I'm vocal.Yes I am..But I love talking crap instead of sense! What the hell la..What did I get myself into.Very the lazy siaa!!Aargh!!!

So..K update on the weekend..
Store chalet at Pasir Ris was fun.Seeing almost everyone was fun.Even the 2 newest girls came down and played twister*winks at sya. There was a lot of food.But I didn't eat much.I was drinking alot though.HAHA!How could I resist 7 bottles of alcohol.
2 Bottles of Absolute Vodka,1 Absolute Kurrant,1 Absolute VANILLA,1 Kahlua,1 Jim Beam Black and Vodka Peach. Enjoy!!! Hahaha.. Pic will be up soon once Hanafe pass me his pic so I can upload both of ours into 1 link.

Then on Sunday, came back slept n went to Paradigm to catch 180 rock the stage as usual. U GUYS ROCK AH EH!!!!

2004-05-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

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2004-05-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

Today,yes today.Had my AutoCad phase test.Went well.Bridge Leaders meeting for chalet was good.It's been awhile since seeing everyone together.Went to work today and saw that ITE Bishan nursing student,well she graduate already lah.It's been a long time since I last saw her.It was last yr when I was waiting for school that I see her every Wednesday when I would take the bus for work when I do opening.And yes,after all that time she still makes me melt everytime I see her....Yum..Well a terrible migraine forced me to go home from work.It still hurts when I'm typing this out.I'm getting the flu too.Got the liqour for chalet already a bottle of Absolute Kurrant and Jim Beam Black.Gonna get another bottle of Absolute Vodka either tomorrow or on Friday.Can't wait for chalet and yes not to forget the soccer game on Friday with the Bridge Leaders.Our 1st game together,well let's just have fun...NOT!MUST WIN!!Enough bout Friday..I have a test tomorrow that I'm totally unprepared for and I'm still not gonna prepare for it..Bah!FLU SUCKS!

2004-05-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANT TO GET YOUR FUCKING VOICE OUT OF MY HEAD!

2004-05-09T11:14:00.000+08:00

Ven Helsing was POWERRRRRR...Cought it with my schoolmate Ida yesterday after work.Seriously I was blown away by the effects of the movie.Cool storyline too!! Wierd day lah yesterday, saw two of my ex gfs both I ignored but one only showed her stupid long face. Ya..I still have something against her for her stupid break up reason "my friends don't like you" what a classic! Then while waiting outside the cinema I saw HER. Thank God she didn't see me and thank God that she and he friends weren't sitting close to us. But I know he saw me. Heh, complains on how it's not going well but it all seems good with smiles and laughter. Well, I should just forget about HER then. And yea! I need to go to the doctor! My tongsil is still swelled up, but it doesn't hurt. Scary...

Slice My Veins And Let The Romance Flow Away

2004-05-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

It was a boring day today in school.Had my practical test for FET and it was smooth sailing.Met up with Ida n Kay and we went to Bugis Swenson's for dinner. Maybe it was just me or have their servings got lesser. Even the ice-cream! But besides that, the service was horrible. We were left waiting most of the time. We met up with Pye,Rudi n Niz after they cought a movie at Bugis. Made our way back and slacked behind TM till around 10 before we realised that there was THE OC tonight. Unfortunately for Ida, she stays in Boon Lay!Hehehe! Poor girl. While watching OC I was looking at Seth's hair and ask my mum if I should cut my hair like his but then his hair is cury mine is just a little wavy. My teachers are getting on my back and asking me to cut my hair. Maybe I just should, but I want it to be like Seth's. So when school re-opens I'll have my long hair back. How now? Well my pay is out and I wanna check out how much I got this month. I need to pay my bills which is $70, send my soccer boots for stitching which would be lesser than $20 I hope and maybe get a pair of Etnies shoes that cost $109. That would be a total of $199. Hope I have enough cash from my pay plus the $50 I have saved up. Not forgetting money for the liquor for my store chalet next weekend and my emergency expenses for that too. I just hope I get enough money....I yes..Seth is absolutely cool! I loike!

2004-05-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

It was another busy day at work today with 1 partner down. But I had higher hopes cause I was meeting HER after work. When she came I was so so so happy but then she told me she had to go off soon I got upset and moody. I talked lesser and put up a long face...Sorry bout that I was kinda pissed that U had to go off so fast. Especially because we didn't meet up in a very² long time.. So sad... :(.... I wanted to tell U something uh,which I thought was important....But nehmind..I hope you'll come to my store's chalet... Well...I miss ya...

2004-05-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

It was a very² busy day today.It's been awhile since I last experienced slams like that.But a good thing was that it made time pass by very quickly.Suprise²...My manager told me that Syahida got the job at my store.Welcome to HELL....MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!Fresh meat to bully and I already told u that I'm gonna bully you if you got to work at my store...So beware... OK... 2morrow workin again...So TATA!

2004-05-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

Heh...50 First Dates was a really gd movie. Had a fun time watchin it with Del,Ida,Nizam,Kay n Pye. Had fun hanging out with them too. Took some pics today with em`. Coffee presentation that day at store was gd. Congrats to Shima,Sherman n Sallie for being approved Coffee Masters. I'll post up pics from these 2 days soon ah..Very the lazy @ the moment. Ok dokies..Ya'll take care now...Tatas

2004-04-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

The garage studios gig was awesome..The crowd was great. M.I.N.T rocked the house. The 1st band that people actually stood up for when they were playing. Thanks for letting me sing with you guys..Even though I sucked big time. But, it was fun..HAHA. Can't wait till your next show.. U guys rock! K..Gd Nite Then

2004-04-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

Pics from the camp are up...Credits to Shahrul...Thank U Very Nice
Click Here

2004-04-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

So I finally got back from leadership camp.Yes,leadership camp.Apparently my teachers see something in me that I don't.Well,actually it wasn't a camp.More of a chalet.It had music,booze and loads of fun.At first I thought that it will be a drag.But it was awesome.Everyone was fun and united.Met loads of new people some that I've seen and haven't seen before in school.Finally widened my social circle in school thanks to the camp.But I did something stupid,I didn't bring my cam to the camp.Thankfully my group member did so he'll be passing me the pix so I'll let u all see ah my group members!Ok now bout the camp.I was surprised how my group,Zeus(I forgot who camp up with the name,but I did come up with the cheer!),gelled so quickly and we were always backing each other up in all activities.Activities were really fun but tiring.We bought beer and the room next to mine had Bombay Sapphire and Whisky.Yum Yum.I drank both nights.But on the 2nd night I drank loads after the campfire.Let's talk bout the campfire.It was cool seeing all groups performing and cheering for each other.Awesome!I have nothing bad to say bout the camp.Seriously...Oh wait,the food sucked.But that's the only downside to it.Oh yea..2nd nite.I had 8 cans of beer,2 cups of Bombay and a shot of whisky.I have never been so tipsy before.But it was fun!I even managed to sleep without a pillow and blanket.My roomate even said I dreamt of beer and even said "give me beer I want more beer" in my sleep.Muahahahahahahaha!!Haiz...I would seriously do it all over again.Don't mind the scratches don't mind the body aches.1 more time ah!!I would love to thank my groupmates - Sharul,Azmi,Dinesh,Fahmy,Faizal,John,Chris,Alip,Qhairul,Juraimi,Aisyah,Mona,Ros,Kexin,Orange,Diana,Mardiah,Erfa and last but not least the loudspeaker...Jun Cai.Not forgetting our instructor James,the other instructors and all the members of Tengey,Dejavu and Razor...You Guys Rock!

And to you...U said sorry for everything...But U did it again once I said it was ok...

2004-04-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

You're graceful, your grace falls,
down around me in my eyes.
You're lovely, your love leaves,
So easily in my eyes.

Another day left waiting,
alone in my room with no calls from you.
So I call you up, but you let me down,
falling down around everyone except yourself.

I thought that this would never end,
things were so clear but they fell through.
High hopes of problems never failed,
thinking of the best.

You're graceful, your grace falls,
down around me in my eyes.
You're lovely, your love leaves,
So easily in my eyes, in my eyes.

Another day left crying,
with you in my room with nothing left to do.
You say that it's not right, you said its over now.
Stand still annoyed with no one around.

I thought that this would never end,
things were so clear but they fell through.
High hopes of problems never failed,
thinking of the best.

You're graceful, your grace falls,
down around me in my eyes.
You're lovely, your love leaves,
So easily in my eyes.

You're graceful, your grace falls,
down around me in my eyes.
You're lovely, your love leaves,
So easily in my eyes.

2004-04-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

From happy to confused. That's how fast my feelings have changed. So yah...I'm a deep shit now. I wanted to say more yesterday. But I couldn't. Hoping I would be able to today. But I don't think so. I can play a dissapearing act. But I don't want to. I have to say my last words. I can't sit back and pretend I'm alright. Cause I know I'm not. I don't know what to do. Arghh!!Being like this sucks!Why why why? It clearly isn't going well now. Feeling sad sucks...Everybody will agree. How I wish it could have been. So special that my heart loved again.. But cracks now appear... And soon it will shatter.. Again~
So Kill Me Now..
R.I.P

2004-04-12T07:16:00.000+08:00

Well,gd morning. Dun worry I'll be going to school just after I write an entry.Kua Kua Kua.Well,I feel very happy.It's been a long while.I hope things will work out gd for me.Please please please!!Yea...So fingers crossed.I dun wanna get hurt again.....

2004-04-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

Finally went shopping. Bought myself 2 tees one ringer and the other a 3 quarter sleeve and a cd yesterday. Today I bought myself a Famous Stars and Straps buckle. Weeeehoo..and I still got $100 to spend..Kua kua kua... Ok..Maybe more tees then...Weeehooo...and yes...another carton of ciggies. Had a wonderfull dinner with kitty today. Swenson's YUM YUM!!! Ok..next time we go zoo k... Mwah La

2004-04-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Seeing ash n zizi doing a survery i oso want to do..
I'm bored lahs!

[five words that sum you up for today]: tiring,boring,exhausting,dull,annoying
[jewelry worn daily]: beads(are they considered jewelry?) and ring on my right middle finger
[wallet]: neilpryde(never heard of before right?
[coffee]: SICK OF IT!
[shoes]: which shoe?lazy to type all 10
[cologne/perfume]: Davidoff Cool Water n Hugo Boss
[clothing you have on]: Thursday tee and Boxers

Mixed:
[wishing]: for money and this tiredness to go away
[after this]: shut down pc and shower
[talking to]: nobody(what's new?)
[fetishes]: for me to know for you to find out
[some favorite movies]: italian job,scary movie trilogy,S.W.A.T,american pie 1,2 and the wedding! etc..
[something you're looking forward to]: anything good for me will be good right now
[last thing you ate]: chocolate marquise
[something you’re afraid of]: death,losing my loved ones and god
[some favorite foods]: anything spicy and sweet!
[something -or someone- you wish you could understand better]: myself?
[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time]: yes...but too many to mention..

Do you:
[like candles]: sometimes
[like company]: of course.
[believe in soul mates]: next question pls..
[believe in love at first sight]: used to but not anymore
[believe in forgiveness]: ya..but revenge is sweet
[want to get married]: i hope so
[want to have kids]: of course.1 boy 1 girl.
[ever want to adopt kids]: maybe if i can't have one

in the last 24 hrs have you:
[cried]: nope
[bought something]: just tea
[sang]: yes..paris in flames - thursday
[eaten]: doh!! chicken pie and i forgot the name of another thing i ate...
[been kissed]: noUh
[felt stupid]: noUh
[wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: noUh
[talked to an ex]: noUh
[talked to someone you have a crush on]: noUh
[had a serious talk]: noUh(beggining to get annoying rite?)
[missed someone]: yes
[hugged someone]: noUh
[argued with a parent(s)]: nope..i've been a gd boy this past 2 weeks
[dreamt about someone you can't be with]: i think so...I can't remember

social life:
[best girl friend(s)]: Junainah,Sya,Beachbums(all of whom I haven't seen in ages)
[best guy friend(s)]: FPM doodes,Joshua(they are more like bros to me actually)
[boyfriend/girlfriend]: SB-BG,SB-EP errr...and many² more
[hobbies]: eat,sleep,sitting infront of the comp for hrs,playing my ps2,watching/playing soccer,bumming around,taking pictures
[pager/cell]: cell
[are the you the center of attention or a wallflower]: i dunno,i dun care
[car you drive]: any S.U.V will do
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]:both,cause i want my date to know my friends...
[job]: part time barista
[like being around people]: yes...but espcially my closer friends

personal:
[who is your role model]: none...idol yes...BRANDON BOYD!
[ever liked someone you can't be with]: yes...but u can't get everything u want
[ever wanted to get revenge on someone cause they hurt you]: yes.. *evil grin*
[cried over the opposite sex]: doh! i was so naive back then...
[your favorite physical appearance]: eyes,smile and...i like BIG butts and i could not lie...
[are you happy with yourself]: nope
[what plans do you have for the future]: take a day at a time..but then..I wanna get my cert and sign on to the police force..
[who's your most trustworthy family member]: abg farouk,aisyah and kak long
[deep secret]: hello...it's a secret?
[embarrassing moments]: too many to mention...

2004-04-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hello April.1st of all I would like to thank Shammie very much for the present. Even though it was belated.Heehee!Eh,why must buy same shoe as me!?Annoying!!Basically I haven't been doing anything much lately.Same ol story.Been very tired.Yesterday went to Bryans b'day bbq at Jurong.Thanks to Jaja for going with me*grinz*.Well I cut my hair.It's short.So you guys wait and see lah what I'll be doing with it.Don't worry,the Brandon Boyd look will be back in a months time I guess.So tata?

2004-03-31T14:02:00.000+08:00

End of March. It's been long and draggy. Had a wonderful lunch with my mom at Ponderosa. The chinese death ceremony under my blk is finally coming to and end. 2 days of the "music" has been annoying. Bugging my afternoon nap. No offence to the chinese, but it's too loud. Especially when you do it at night. Seriously. But hey, can't blame them. It's the culture. I feel like taking a nap before I go to work. But, i think confirm overshort one. So better not ya. Yea, I have a feeling next to go kaputz will be my Pc monitor. Fancy it, alot of my eletrical appliances are getting spoilt. Now Abah...GET ME A NEW TV and REPAIR THE AIRCON!! But hey, thanks for the videocam! Kua kua kua...Ok adios...Sap Buah~

2004-03-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hello doodes and doodettes.How've you guys been eyy?Hah!Dunno bout yours uh but mine could be better off. I've been very tired. Both mentally and physically tired. Get enough rest? Yes. But I'm still tired, I have no fuckin idea why. I need some serious perking up. So yea, my TV is still dead. But the sucky thing is. My sister's comp is dead and she's using mine. C`mon her comp isn't even a yr old yet. What the hell did she do to it I don't know. Now she's been using my comp and ever since she put her computer illiterate(correct or not?) fingers on it, there has been stuff on my computer that I don't even d/l. Like this stupid mysearchbar. Worst of all, advertising popups keep popping up! She says she didn't do nothing. Well I know better biatch. So stay away from my pc. Don't piss me off. If you do, i'll swap comps with you when your comp is repaired. Hey, I chose your components for my usage. Not for ur MSN`ing. She only uses the comp for MSN,hardly her hwk and surfing the net. While I could use all that space for pictures from my digicam,vids from the videocam(yes!i have a vidcam now!),my computer games,my mp3s and my tons of projects. So sister...Don't get on my nerves aight!

2004-03-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

Well oh well, it's been awhile eyy. Nothing much has been happening for me this week. Basically alot of my afternoon classes have been cancelled. Which is both a pro and a con. Pro no need to study,con I didn't work from Monday till today!Less money!Ok,today I had a soccer game with Shaf's team. I borrowed Nizam's boots thinking that mine would get torn if I wore em`. But the thing is,the boots survived. Shaf's team mates were late which pissed me off. Their passing was horrid. Very the anyhow. The just kick into a direction and expect you to run to the ball. Blardy hell. We lost but I scored 2 goals. 3-2 final score. Shaf owe's me lunch on Monday now. I'm very tired and bored. Need a new TV for my room. They current one blew up. Well gotta work tomorrow and Sunday.FINALLY!!Toodles ya...

2004-03-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

KL Incubus Roadtrip

We set off in the morning of 15th March.Taking the bus from Beach Rd. Didn't do much along the way. Just a lot of sleeping. Reach BuduRaya at 3pm. Met Fara,Rasol and Ameng there. Bought our bus tickets for coming back then we made our way to Petaling St. Nothing much for me at Petaling St though. Was trying to look for a belt that my friend wanted but no success. After that we made our way to Sungai Wang, but I made a quick stop at Quiksilver to buy myself a t-shirt. There was nothing much at Sungai Wang. Josh bought a pair of IPath shoes. I bought myself a Raspberry Tea Frapp. Ash,Fid and I were hungry so we went to eat at Kenny Rogers! Yum Yum... Then we met up back with the rest of the gang and went to our apartment. Sucasa apartment was quite big!! We were slackin in the room before we decided to go to Bangsar and have a very late dinner. I had to special Ramly burgers,chicken wings and 3 teh-o ice limau. To top it off we had sheesha. Mango mint flavour for 12RM. We then met up with 2 other peeps. Hermi and his gf Shariffa. They were crashing with us too. Wooo. 9 people in a 2 room apartment. When we reached back we talked cock and played taitee. Sleeping arrangement...Josh,Fid and I on the queen size bed, Ash on the Sofa, Fara on the couch, Rasol on a 2 matress bed, Ameng on one matress and Hermi and Shariffa shared the other matress. Oh ya! before that! They tried to strip me naked! But they weren't able too. Only Rasol was able to tear my Levi's jeans!! Grrrr!!! Lucky Josh got bring berms. We all slept at 5.00 am and woke up at 11. When everyone was ready. Ash,Fid,Josh and I went for lunch at PizzaHut. While the rest went shopping. We plan to meet at Bukit Kiara la after we were all done. But, minor setback. No cab wanted to take us to Bukit Kiara. Thank God we had a friend in KL so Fid called him up and asked for directions. So we took the train to Kerinchi and then took a cab to the venue. We reached Bukit Kiara at 3.30pm and there was already a line. Met more Sg crew there so they joined us in the line. The security was fucked. They didn't know how to handle the crowd. We were in line for 4hrs before the let us into the venue. Then we had to wait another hour for the opening bands. Pop`Shuvit was ok. OAG was better. The crowd was very rowdy pushing and shoving. Basically I didn't get any good shots. I was very dissapointed. Then the time came for Incubus. I was at awe. Standing in the 2nd Row watching Brandon,Jose,Kilmore,Mikey and Ben in real life was amazing. And they were really amazing. But the crowd spoiled the fun. Half way through the set I pulled my calf muscle so I wanted out. I had to walk up backstage. I was thinking should I jump off the stage. I didn't of course but I forgot to take pictures! Damn. Spent the rest of the gig standing by the sides which was way more fun then being pushed around amongst braindead M'sians gigsters. I couldn't actually remember all the songs they played but I do remember them playing Warning,I Wish You Were Here,Pistola and Are You In. Before we knew it the gig was over. After the gig our group was joined by Hafiz 2minsLate and his cousin. Then we took a walk to find the other Sg crew who were having their supper. We got lost cause. They gave the wrong directions. Haha! But in the end we found them and had our supper. There was nothing to look forward to after that(maybe a shower) cause Incubus was over. Went back to the apartment, took a shower, watched some tv. Getting raped by 6 other guys and them spankin my butt till it was so red. Fun eh!!?? Being the youngest there I couldn't help but be bullied. But thankfully not as bad as someone.(hint hint). Went to sleep at 4.30, woke up all 11.30 showered, packed our bags and checked out at 12. Had our lunch at some foodcourt and split ways again. Fid wanted to go to the guitar store and Ash wanted to go to MPH to find Brandon's book. After which we slack at Starbucks then walked to BuduRaya for our 4.30pm bus home. Bought Dunkin`Donuts, a Vespa poster and four buttons. Then it was time to head back to boring Singapore. Reached Beach Rd at 10pm and had drinks 1st before coming home..Haiz..KL again anyone?? Pictures of the road trip will be up soon..I think?

2004-03-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!! KL was AWESOME..INCUBUS was WAY MORE AWESOME!! I'll tell you stories soon uh kay....So Ciao....
"Terima Kasih Kuala Lumpur!!!" - Brandon Boyd

2004-03-15T06:22:00.000+08:00

Good morning...Happy birthday to Mark Hoppus, to little old me and all the other people who are born today. Anyways, the gig yesterday was boring cause there were like so many small kids around(No punt intended).But, POH & FPM were awesome as always.Naz sang a slow song which is so not Naz.Yea, thanks eh to FPM doodes for wishing me a Happy Birthday at the gig. I appreciate it very much and not forgetting the other people that have wished me. Those who haven't, I'm so dissapointed in you. Really,I am(no laahhh). Ok, in a few hours I'll be leaving for KL with Fid and Ashley to catch Incubus on Tuesday. So, till I come back...I'll buy a cake and celebrate on the bus..
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2004-03-14T12:11:00.000+08:00

Alrighty then. I just realised that in my previous entry I didn't say what I did the day before. Well, we had a store outing to Sentosa yesterday. A few people didn't turn up but it was all good. Good food, good fun, good sun(but I'm still not dark) but only a few maschichis. The pictures will be up soon or shall I say after I come back from KL to catch INCUBUS. So in an hours time will be meeting Fid to go off to the gig at Toa Payoh. That's all for now k. Damn my skin hurts....

2004-03-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

Yea..New place to whine..Watever..
Just wanna wish Naz(sap buah ah) n Jess(stop calling me hunny bunny) a happy 6th yr anniversary. May u have even more anniversaries together and that punkrock wedding.Let's go mosh!